אכלתי.
הקאתי.
לא הרבה- just enough בשביל להבהיל אותי.
this is not what i want to do
not the place i want to be at
not the step i wanna take next..
this is me, reaching..
“help..”
no- wait!
this is me- STOPPING!
(now)-
“HELP!.. please?”